[spectre] ..a post.ing as yet not sent...

[ap][e][ologger]

...have been trying 2 type a certain posting since the n.itial flurry of
American-11/9 event-driven responses were sent to the list [i'm not
n.clined 2 use the wurd "terrorism", it n.vokes connotations i'm
uncomfortable with given the current lingual climate]...i've been reluctant
2 do so as i'm not keen 2 add 2 the trauma that these events have so
obviously caused....

...my primary reaction after ][literally][ hearing the news ][via a
national ozzie radio station][ was a type of active ][media
drenched][somnambulism, almost biologic][hormon][ally-repressed panic,
which i now recognise as a typical ][after][ shock reaction. i've since
seen other manifestations of this via this list & others ][as well as in
r/t][, n.cluding ppl's vehement re:action 2 my "reality smear" net.wurks &
talan memmott's call via the webartery list for "no more theory" - with
which i heavily m.pathize [in terms of his own personal context - being an
American stranded outside America @ this time must provoke a terrifying
dislocation shift that would hinder the grief/healing process]...

...this need 2 x.press/reveal affective states rather than n.gage
analytically is likewise understandable, in terms of the
emotively-overwhelming characteristics such information must elicit...[i
haven't had any personal involvement with ppl missing/deaths or been
directly affected in any other way but have undergone similar
cataclysmic/stress sequences that i equate with thi][e][s][e][]]...

...wot i am terribly saddened by is the n.sidious way this shock-time
period has been commandeered 2 create a type of a][e][ffective-propaganda
machine, and hence act 2 largely negate the traumatic fibrillations many of
the personal tragedies r displaying...we r s][imulacrum][eeing individual
circumstances being overwritten/subsumed via x.p][onentially][anding war
t][orque][alk...this type of additional collusive damage is so unecessary
in a time when legitimate grief & x.pressions of loss should be the primary
currency in terms of USA culture-mechanisms... n.stead this shock period is
being utilized by USA control systematics ][militaristic, gover.mental][ to
force their own agenda.


so][m][b][r][ed,
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